You’re angry at God. Why? Are you disappointed? Do you feel cheated? Life unfair? Do you believe that God has let you down . . . or that He actually hurt you?
Maybe He has come to you with an answer to your problem and you didn’t like it. Did you turn and walk away in disgust? Are you like Jonah sitting under a dying plant? Or are you like Job refusing to curse God?
What do you DESERVE? God doesn’t owe you anything and yet He has offered you everything. The scriptures say not to sin in anger. When we get angry we tend to act irrationally.
Stop and calm down. God has an answer for you.
2 Kings 5:9 So Naaman went with his horses and chariots and stopped at the door of Elisha’s house. 10 Elisha sent a messenger to say to him, “Go, washyourself seven times in the Jordan, and your flesh will be restored and you will be cleansed.”
11 But Naaman went away angry and said, “I thought that he would surely come out to me and stand and call on the name of the Lord his God, wave his hand over the spot and cure me of my leprosy. 12 Are not Abana and Pharpar, the rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel? Couldn’t I wash in them and be cleansed?” So he turned and went off in a rage.
There have been many times in my life that I was angry with God. It’s not really smart getting into a fight with God . . .it is always a losing battle.
Sometimes we are angry at something He did or didn’t do. Other times we are just angry at life (or ourselves) and we take it out on Him. The longest stretch that I remember being mad at God was three months. I don’t remember what it was about but I remember not talking to Him. I’m sure He was really disappointed. . . maybe He was glad to not hear me complain for awhile!
I always end up apologizing later when I get over my tantrum. God has big shoulders. I imagine Him being happier that I am close enough to Him to get angry then not having any relationship at all. How many of His children just don’t care and ignore Him?
Here is my suggestion: Tell God that you are angry. Tell Him that you know it is not His fault but that you are angry anyway and apologize ahead of time. He may send you to your room for a quiet time to calm down. Maybe He will suggest a nap. Maybe He will give you a snickers bar like in the commercial. Walk it out. Don’t walk away. God used Jonah in his anger. He can use you too.
Jonah 4:9 But God said to Jonah, “Is it right for you to be angry about the plant?”
“It is,” he said. “And I’m so angry I wish I were dead.”
There are times of intense anger when dealing with suicide.. . I almost wrote suicide victims – but who are the victims? Are the ones who ended their lives the victims of suicide or the survivors that loved them? One is gone and out of their misery. The others will live with the fallout for the remainder of their lives. Anger is a normal emotion with any death. We have anger towards God for allowing it to happen. We have anger against illness, accidents, and everyone involved. Suicide only adds another level of anger – anger against the one who opted out. Words like selfish, quitter, hopeless come to mind. The eternal question of “why” is tattooed on our hearts and the longing fearful thought “was there something that I could have done?”
The anger boils and spills over and soaks everything close by. I find myself looking at pictures and saying “You bastard! Why did you do that?” I don’t even talk like that. Why do I say it to my own son?
Am I missing the last two words in that question: “to us?” Am I mad that he did it “to us”? or am I mad that he is gone by his own hand? Am I mad that he was so abused that he saw no way out? Am I mad that he didn’t give healing one more try? One more day? Am I mad that I wasn’t there to stop it? Does it matter? I’m angry. I’m angry every time I see a picture of him with a big smile and wonder why it couldn’t have helped him like it helped others.
Anger. Can I forgive him while I’m still angry? Will the anger subside?
Two years have gone by. The questions linger but life continues. I pray for forgiveness to come. I pray for love to overflow rather than anger.
because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.